My dislike of the “white prison culture” is extreme. There’s a thing in prison called a come up. And every one is trying to come up, get on, or get some of the action. Gambling, drugs, sex homosexual or straight, food. You name it everyone wants a piece. And each race has a piece of the pie. I don’t realy talk to anyone. If i do it’s with the whites. If i have to enteract with other races I try to be curtious. But i also make it real clear i am Not going to tolerate any games. And yes For all of you, it’s because of my experiences not just with any other races, just as much as it has been with The so called “White people” I always say that no one has a corner on the market where ignorance is concerned. I will be the first to tell you I’m ignorant where race is concerned. It’s an an excuse thats just how it is. I’ve let racial slurs come from my mouth in the heat of battle. And in personal enteractions with my own kind. These last years I’ve gotten to a point where i just feel like it’s a battle that None of us can ever win. Too many sterotypes. Too many people who are willing to carry the torch of hatred. I won’t carry it any more, but that doesn’t mean that I won’t feel those old hatreds now and then.
-Brent Brents 5-1-15
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Too many people who are willing to carry the torch of hatred
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my Racial and bigoted self
So Amy back to last Nights thoughts. Right my Racial and bigoted self. Rarely do i react with extreme prejudice. I often like i try to handle situations with men or women of different Races, In a decent way. But the truth is i am just like most people of any Race. We’ve certain misconceptions. Blacks like fried chicken, Asians like Rice and Raw fish, white people hate every one, etc. The truth is we are all situationaly Racial. No matter our Race. In prison Racial segregation Is a must for every ones survival. Every one has to choose Right from the start whether or not they are going to be victims or Victimizers in prison. Sheep or wolves. Young white boys hangin with the blacks or hispanics automaticly gets a Lable of some kind. It’s just the law If your not with your own, your weak or No good.
Me i have always chosen to be the wolf. But when i cam back to prison my case automaticly put me in the Sheeps pen. Am i a true hate monger, No. I think Hitler was a psycho with to many people just like him. Do i trust blacks, hispanics, or asian, or any other race? Hell No. This is prison. 99 % of the people you enteract with want something from you.
–Brent Brents 5-1-15
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Thank you sir can i get a higher Dose
If i get an erection these days i feel shame. I hear the ridicule and voices of those who hated me for what i had done to them. It’s weird I honestly can’t get an erection because of my meds. You might think i am humiliated or feel imasculated because of this. Truth be told I couldn’t be happier about my inability to get or sustain an erection.
Why well it seems pretty straight forward to me. I have fantacies, i get erect, I hunt, my rage builds, I Rape and assault. That was me 10 years ago. Now i have fantacies or thoughts, of Raping, or being violent, my penis feels some like a warm twitch and thats it. No super desire to masterbate to the fantacy or thought. I simply can’t feel physicaly. And it helps me to control my thinking and physical desire to release that hate and rage of the violent fantacies and thoughts and it is the same for the normal fantacies and normal thoughts of sexual relationships. So I am Impotent thanks to psych meds. Whoopi. Thank you sir can i get a higher Dose. I can’t tell you how great it feels to be unable to fallow thru with the fantacy or thought. Who knew Impotence could be such a welcome thing.
-Brent Brents 4-3-15
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I am a higher function mental case
One things for sure T.V. or No This place has been grating on my Nerves for the last couple of months. I am a higher function mental case, so all these guys who can’t handle this life are realy getting old quick. I got to do this class. and i honestly need it. I’m seriously allergic to human beings in general. But i have to Learn how to live with them, and not in a predatorily defensive way.
-Brent Brents 4-8-15
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Solitary for the solitary
Note from Amy: What Brent means in the following post by “took my level” is that corrections officials bumped him down in status for declining to take a class that was offered him, resulting in a loss of privileges that included taking away his T.V.
Any way they took my level and will reevaluate my statis…Ah well I have you, a radio, a puzzle book, a new Lee Child book. The only thing i will honestly miss is animal planet, and HG TV (Home & Garden). I know. I know-Jeez. I got cards so i can play countless games of solitary. HA solitary for the solitary person! 🙂 Thank you I”ll be here all week.
-Brent Brents 4-8-15
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Reader reaction from a rape prevention educator
My name is Marc Rich and I am a professor at California State University, Long Beach. I am also a rape prevention educator. While visiting the Boulder Book Store I picked up a copy of Diary of a Predator: A Memoir. I just wanted to sincerely thank you for writing this poignant, powerful book (hard to read, hard to put down) and for your ongoing work to fight predatory behavior with civilians and in the military.  Your book remains one of the most challenging pieces I’ve ever read–and one of the most important. I actually use a quote from Diary during our rape prevention program to help students understand the distinction between power arousal (predatory) and sexual arousal:
“Sex has little to do with it. It’s the control, the domination, the fear, the hurt, the power” (Brent Brents, cited in Diary of a Predator.  Brents was sentenced to over 1,000 years for rape and torture).
So, despite his criminal record, Brent’s honesty and your willingness to speak with him is helping us prevent sexual assault.
Marc D. Rich, Ph.D.
Professor; Executive Director, interACT
www.facebook.com/interACTTroupe
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If i were a Psychopath
Alot of you would say I’m a Psychopath. Honestly I was close. But even in 04 and 05 I had regrets about what i was doing. Yes I did relish the emotional hell I caused people. But I always did feel regrets. I still do. So I think it’s 50/50 that a sociopath can change. As for myself, I think, I know I’ve changed alot. Don’t get me wrong. There is still those moments when all the anger and rage return and I think fuck it all. It’s easy to fall back into sociopathic thinking and behavior. I know love and empathy. I’m very capable of expressing both genuinely. If i were a Psychopath I wouldn’t be capable of either. Nor would I be enterested in either.
-Brent Brents 11-2-14
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Pumpkin Pie
I know this is crazy but I cant wait for Halloween to come. Its good TV month up to the 31st. No Not because of Freddy, Jason, Or Michael. Combined they have 32 episodes or movies. No I like AMC. Because they show old Bella Legosie, The Birds, the original Mummy, Three Stooges, The Little Rascals. And of course Charlie Brown, The Great Pumpkin.
Which leads me to this segway. Pumpkin  Pie! 🙂 Yes November, specifically The Third Week of November, I will get Pumpkin Pie w/ whip cream on top. Which I will savor down to the last crum, and even going so far as to make sure there is No pie Residue on my tray.
-Brent Brents 10-11-14
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fucked up cops
So I’m Not the most loving guy when it comes to Black people. I do try but its Not easy in here. However It seems to me that White American Law enforcement officers are literaly getting away with mindless Violence from racial profiling to capitol murder…
There has to be a criminals quit your bullshit. And for those who get stopped get pissed off after you’ve gotten thru the stop, Comply with the cops. There has to be some trust both ways. And for Shit Sake stop covering for fucked up cops people.
-Brent Brents 10-9-14
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Feedback: We must make an effort to discover how predators become predators
Note from Amy: I recently received an email from a visitor to this Diary of a Predator website who saw the Brent Brents story done by Paula Zahn’s Investigation Discovery show. I’m including an excerpt of the letter here, and it can be found in its entirety on the Reader Feedback page of this website.
Amy – Welcome to the ugly, vicious underbelly of conservatism… I saw the episode with Paula Zahn and fervently SUPPORT you . I’m a (retired/disabled) attorney and SURVIVOR of LT sexual abuse. IMO, we have no alternative. We must make an effort to discover how predators become predators. There is a lot of phony sympathy toward victims of child abuse. I say phony since there is a complete disconnect when they become adults who had horrible childhoods. (Consider Aileen Wuornos). How does the attempt to understand the evolution of a predator become the effort to excuse what they do? The same dysfunctional, black and white thinking was at work when people were excoriated for asking about the “why” of 9/11.
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Diary of a Predator 