If i get an erection these days i feel shame. I hear the ridicule and voices of those who hated me for what i had done to them. It’s weird I honestly can’t get an erection because of my meds. You might think i am humiliated or feel imasculated because of this. Truth be told I couldn’t be happier about my inability to get or sustain an erection.
Why well it seems pretty straight forward to me. I have fantacies, i get erect, I hunt, my rage builds, I Rape and assault. That was me 10 years ago. Now i have fantacies or thoughts, of Raping, or being violent, my penis feels some like a warm twitch and thats it. No super desire to masterbate to the fantacy or thought. I simply can’t feel physicaly. And it helps me to control my thinking and physical desire to release that hate and rage of the violent fantacies and thoughts and it is the same for the normal fantacies and normal thoughts of sexual relationships. So I am Impotent thanks to psych meds. Whoopi. Thank you sir can i get a higher Dose. I can’t tell you how great it feels to be unable to fallow thru with the fantacy or thought. Who knew Impotence could be such a welcome thing.
-Brent Brents 4-3-15
Thank you sir can i get a higher Dose
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Diary of a Predator 
Wow amazing post bro. And a very honest read. Thank you for sharing. This is so important!
Finn
Sorry I meant Amy. Didn’t mean to call you bro.
Thank you again for this amazing work. If you don’t openly discuss this kind of story, it will never be understood.
Finn
You are welcome, and thank you, Finn, for taking the time to write. Readers like you remind me why it’s important to keep posting his writing.
–Amy
It is vitally important work! You are brave to post it Amy and I am proud to know you!
Finn