So I’m Not the most loving guy when it comes to Black people. I do try but its Not easy in here. However It seems to me that White American Law enforcement officers are literaly getting away with mindless Violence from racial profiling to capitol murder…
There has to be a criminals quit your bullshit. And for those who get stopped get pissed off after you’ve gotten thru the stop, Comply with the cops. There has to be some trust both ways. And for Shit Sake stop covering for fucked up cops people.
-Brent Brents 10-9-14
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fucked up cops
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I lost 2 days
Ok Some how I lost 2 days 22nd and 23rd. I am seriously baffled, befuddled, Confounded, Confused, stoopified, and many other words one can think of for loosing 2 whole days. 😦 Wow i need Mental help i think. Oh Right the Stoopid medicine. I’m really sorry I got no excuse.
So anyway it thursday this much I can confirm. I am always so tired and forgetful. I Normally write things down. But even thats been slipping my mind.
-Brent Brents 9-25-14
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“Convict Code’
Crazy world in here. The funny thing is The so called “Convict Code” is about Respect. Thats a fucking joke. Hyenas have more Respect than the animals behind prison walls.
-Brent Brents 9-11-14
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I am an American
So 9-11-14. In prison its easy to be hateful on this day. Way to many people who support what the terrorists did. Mostly because of persieved wrongs by the Zionist pigs or American terrorists who bomb our people. YADA YADA YA. And even if it seems in some way Wrong I am an American. And i have pride in my Country and love for our forces. I do think and feel that our Government is a Joke at times (Ok a lot of the time.), But that doesn’t make me hate freedom or democracy.
-Brent Brents 9-11-14
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Feedback: We must make an effort to discover how predators become predators
Note from Amy: I recently received an email from a visitor to this Diary of a Predator website who saw the Brent Brents story done by Paula Zahn’s Investigation Discovery show. I’m including an excerpt of the letter here, and it can be found in its entirety on the Reader Feedback page of this website.
Amy – Welcome to the ugly, vicious underbelly of conservatism… I saw the episode with Paula Zahn and fervently SUPPORT you . I’m a (retired/disabled) attorney and SURVIVOR of LT sexual abuse. IMO, we have no alternative. We must make an effort to discover how predators become predators. There is a lot of phony sympathy toward victims of child abuse. I say phony since there is a complete disconnect when they become adults who had horrible childhoods. (Consider Aileen Wuornos). How does the attempt to understand the evolution of a predator become the effort to excuse what they do? The same dysfunctional, black and white thinking was at work when people were excoriated for asking about the “why” of 9/11.
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As a Recovering Ignorant Racist
Well No News today. Just another day of loud ignorance and hate. The two things that get under my skin the most. As a Recovering Ignorant Racist. I know Racism and Ignorance are all about fear and lack of understanding. And there are those who loathe So so hotly. They are so poisoned. Me, I’ve seen so much bullshit in these 45 years. I’ve become Jaded. My hate has shifted. I hate loud people, people who bully, people who can’t judge themselves. Most days I hate myself. Mostly because I am all these people. Except the loud one. That realy is a pet peave of mine.
-Brent Brents 9-2-14
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The scar tissue
Note from Amy: The torn retina Brents is referring to in this excerpt happened when he was 12 and suffered an orbital fracture at the hands of his father:
I went to the optomitrist today. Turns out I realy do Need New glasses. (Badly) My left eye is a little bit worse than it was 3 years ago. And my right is Superbad. Gone fishin! As they say.
She told me i have about ten years of eye sight in my Right eye. If I took care of it. The scar tissue from my torn Retina is pretty bad. I also have fireworks and floaters. Floaters are these little black whisps of smoky fluids that float through the inner eye. The fireworks are just that flashes of light in my eye.
Brent Brents 8-29-14
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What my seizures feel like
Note from Amy: In this excerpt from a recent letter, Brents is referring to my having a concussion after being thrown from a horse to explain how he feels during the seizures he’s had regularly since he was a kid, the result of being beaten by his father:
So now you know What my seizures feel like. As Well as part of my depression. That “lost” feeling realy sucks and its often alarming. The Metal taste is Not a very pleasant taste either. When i have the depresions, it’s this lost feeling, and the physical feeling of the concusion that is realy brutal. It’s difficult to understand how the physical and emotional fit, but they do.
The lack of spirit or will. The Need to sleep as much as possible. Feeling lost bewildered. Add it all up and you get Depression. Oh yeah loss of apitite (Good weight loss helper) Bad physicaly.
I really am Sorry.
-Brent Brents 8-28-14
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All the racists
The funny thing is all the racists live on the same tier. Every day they have their little workout, call out to each other to do it in cadence. Well these black guys came in. So while the Nazis are doing their exercises, they beat on the door and yell.
I swear it’s like a fucking soap opera in here.
-Brent Brents 9-7-14
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without doing violence
So in the 2 1/2 years i have been on my meds i have realy done well and haven’t had any Serious breakdowns that i couldn’t deal with. Any manic times i couldn’t get through without doing violence.
-Brent Brents 8-25-14
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