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Fighting flashes of hatred and rage

Note from Amy: Apparently I set this letter from Brent Brents aside in order to post several blogs from it and then got too busy. I uncovered it today on my desk, hence the reason why it’s dated from April. So here’s the first of several excerpts to come from that letter:

So i want to share something with you that has been going on in my mind Lately. My outlook on life has so freakishly changed these last few years. For example this empathy that continues to grow inside for others and the plight of humans everywhere. Don’t get me wrong I still harbor some bitterness, and hatred toward my family (parents). And I don’t trust any man…I’m getting so sick of death and violence. Rape, Domestic Violence. all of it on TV. Read about it in newspapers. And worst of all thru war stories told by cold and brutal men who are only steps from my own cell door. And within this cell, in this head is a brain that is constantly telling itself No more violence. Fighting flashes of hatred and rage. Trying to unlearn old habits. Pushing pride and ego aside, to make room for humility.

–Brent Brents 4-30-15

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I will have some entertainment this summer

We have these 100 ft Light towers here. Well any way they put this huge 8 ft by 8 ft metal platform at the very top of it. Esential hoping that they could entice a young male hawk. Ok we attract a hawk 1st time nest builder obviously. he was hauling logs up to that damn platform. Shit was falling off this side and that. And then this week he went and found himself a lady. She Immediately started cleaning house throwing all kinds of shit out of the nest Literaly taking it down to the studs. Then they went to Lowes or Home Depot, Bed bath and beyond and rebuilt the whole kit and kabotle. That took them 3 days. Yesterday they got their first groove thing on I’m Not so sure it was groovy for her. Poor girl. So New wife is alone around noon time today and wouldn’t ya know Soncho comes right on over and gets his groove thing on. Well New hubby comes home. Drops his bundle of new lumber and commences to kickin Sonchos ass in an areal assault. Which Soncho Kept coming back for more until about 5:30 when hubby Literaly ran Soncho a ground. Hubby immediately got his groove thing on and went off for Dinner. Tonights menu was raskaly ribbit. Hubby doesn’t know how to kill said Dinner so as soon as he drops the rabbit it hops up and over the side of the nest. Obviously Rabbits dead or paralized. Which made it easier for hubby to fly down and retreve.

Anyway around sunset they were cozied up beside each on the edge of the nest. So I will have some entertainment this summer.

-Brent Brents 4-9-15

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Jameis apologize. Your victim deserves that

Note from Amy: While I was the investigative producer on the documentary “The Hunting Ground,” which features the Jameis Winston case, I had nothing to do with Brent Brents making the below statement, which he sent on March 31–before Erica Kinsman’s attorneys filed suit against Jameis Winston on her behalf. What is posted below is entirely the opinion of Brent Brents. As with all his writing, I did not censor or copy edit it:

Some of you will see Jameis Winston get drafted into the NFL soon. Most likely #1 overall for 100 million dollars Plus. With 50 to 55 million Garunteed.

This article (he enclosed a clipping of this column by Christine Brennan, USA Today) is a step in the right direction. But far short of the punishment he truly deserves. I can say with a whole heart, that you Jameis Winston are a Rapist. You got lucky that campus police and city police Royaly screwed the pooch on the investigation and victims allegations.

Your vulgarity at the campus directed towards the survivor of your criminal behavior, your track record of dumassed behaviors, don’t lend any credit to your reputation of Mr. Innocent.

I’ve watched your Interviews, and read plenty to judge you. God says we shouldn’t judge others. But hey let’s be real. And you and most any right thinking human beings know in your hearts the truth. Guilty!!! I have a closer Knowledge so i know more than most. But There are things that make 1 plus 1= 2.

99.99 % of sexual assault victims tell the truth in my opinion. I could be wrong. But i don’t buy that you are that .1 % of that not guilty.

So Winston as you embark on the next phase of your young life. Remember that many young people are going to Look up to you and follow your lead. Your going to be a role model for young people everywhere. Your an exceptional football player. So become an exceptional man. It may seem truly hypocritical, but i feel you should become the biggest advocate for anti Rape and domestic violence causes.

When you lose the lawsuit that is surely coming, pay it. Don’t be a punk ass Kid. And Jameis apologize. Your victim deserves that if nothing else. How you do that will be up to you. You’ll have a team of lawyers, an agent even a teams front office all saying don’t do it. Kid if you have a good heart do the right.

Who am i you ask, to judge you and write this letter? I am a serial rapist who’s 33 years in lockup have kept him around Rapists of all kinds. So I know you. Get your shit together Kid.

B. Brents 3-31-15

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Solitary for the solitary

Note from Amy: What Brent means in the following post by “took my level” is that corrections officials bumped him down in status for declining to take a class that was offered him, resulting in a loss of privileges that included taking away his T.V.

Any way they took my level and will reevaluate my statis…Ah well I have you, a radio, a puzzle book, a new Lee Child book. The only thing i will honestly miss is animal planet, and HG TV (Home & Garden). I know. I know-Jeez. I got cards so i can play countless games of solitary. HA solitary for the solitary person! 🙂 Thank you I”ll be here all week.

-Brent Brents 4-8-15

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like a college course on sociopathic behavior

So I live next to this guy whose lies make my old lying self look awesome in comparison…He’s in prison for murder, thats true. The rest is Horse Shit served warm. Truth is i should feel for him. But i just can’t bring myself to do it. He’s angry as hell. And crazy to.

So it’s like a college course on Sociopathic behavior. Or looking into a mirror, that once showed me. And my personality. It’s sureal. I mean the violent attitudes. The dominate behavior. The con games. You name it. It is all the old old me. Crazy shit!

–Brent Brents 2-24-15

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If i were a Psychopath

Alot of you would say I’m a Psychopath. Honestly I was close. But even in 04 and 05 I had regrets about what i was doing. Yes I did relish the emotional hell I caused people. But I always did feel regrets. I still do. So I think it’s 50/50 that a sociopath can change. As for myself, I think, I know I’ve changed alot. Don’t get me wrong. There is still those moments when all the anger and rage return and I think fuck it all. It’s easy to fall back into sociopathic thinking and behavior. I know love and empathy. I’m very capable of expressing both genuinely. If i were a Psychopath I wouldn’t be capable of either. Nor would I be enterested in either.

-Brent Brents 11-2-14

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Can a sociopath change?

Ok so Can a sociopath change? I think yes. But Not completely. We are capable of remorse even empathy. But It really takes being stripped of ones inadaqusies and bitterness. Rage and hatred.

Unlike psychopaths, Sociopaths have morals and rules they follow. Me I consider friendships sacred. And I would do any thing for my true friends. I don’t think most Sociopaths love themselves very much. So friendships are important means of finding and supplying themselves with love.

Ultimately we have to learn to love ourselves. Face the uncomfortable things we often bring upon ourselves. And face the violence we’ve committed upon others. A psychopath relishes the violence and pain they cause. As Sociopaths we might be assholes. But sooner or later we experience change.

-Brent Brents 11-2-14

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Pumpkin Pie

I know this is crazy but I cant wait for Halloween to come. Its good TV month up to the 31st. No Not because of Freddy, Jason, Or Michael. Combined they have 32 episodes or movies. No I like AMC. Because they show old Bella Legosie, The Birds, the original Mummy, Three Stooges, The Little Rascals. And of course Charlie Brown, The Great Pumpkin.

Which leads me to this segway. Pumpkin  Pie! 🙂 Yes November, specifically The Third Week of November, I will get Pumpkin Pie w/ whip cream on top. Which I will savor down to the last crum, and even going so far as to make sure there is No pie Residue on my tray.

-Brent Brents 10-11-14

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fucked up cops

So I’m Not the most loving guy when it comes to Black people. I do try but its Not easy in here. However It seems to me that White American Law enforcement officers are literaly getting away with mindless Violence from racial profiling to capitol murder…

There has to be a criminals quit your bullshit. And for those who get stopped get pissed off after you’ve gotten thru the stop, Comply with the cops. There has to be some trust both ways. And for Shit Sake stop covering for fucked up cops people.

-Brent Brents 10-9-14

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I lost 2 days

Ok Some how I lost 2 days 22nd and 23rd. I am seriously baffled, befuddled, Confounded, Confused, stoopified, and many other words one can think of for loosing 2 whole days. 😦 Wow i need Mental help i think. Oh Right the Stoopid medicine. I’m really sorry I got no excuse.

So anyway it thursday this much I can confirm. I am always so tired and forgetful. I Normally write things down. But even thats been slipping my mind.

-Brent Brents 9-25-14

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