Well my day was pretty laid back. I’m still a bit hung over from the Depakote dosage raise. It’s getting better. You know i am beginning to wonder if i have hurt myself by being stubborn about the meds all these years. I can’t say the outcome would have been any different than it was. But it does leave questions in my mind. How many guys like me could benifit from simply being honest about their mental status and takings Meds if Need be. The thing i keep in my mind now is that i can’t go back and speculating only makes the guilt and shame worse.
–Brent Brents, 7-18-11