I realy try not to act on how i feel But fuck there just no way to ignore the ignorance. There used to be rules (Inmate Rules) that kept everything in check and Now days its a fuckin free for all on stupidity. My very first day in prison years ago I flushed my toilet after 10:30 p.m. I had been told by the older cons Not (one of the common curtesy rules.) The Next Morning a little 5′ 2″ neighbor of mine knocked on my door and when i slid it open BLAM! Hits me right in the mouth. Please don’t flush your toilet After 10:30 p.m. he asks then leaves. I could have taken him apart but i got the message No yelling after 10, No toilet flushing or sink running No Banging or talkin to your neighbor Keep your T.V. volume and radio volume in your own cell etc. You could have heard a mouse piss in the cellhouses after 10:30. Even the cops tried to be super quiet because they weren’t exempt from the rules. All pods here are loud like this it’s just plain insanity…Man i need help because All i feel is boiling hatred. I guess thats how people feel about me to. So much for being a good steward of faith today. Sorry Amy this place eats at my soul. And its difficult to see any good through the fog of hatred.
-Brent Brents 7-12-10 230/ p.m.